I did something that i don't know whether it was right or not today. =/ This is about my K850i who'd been with me days and nights, rain or shine, for a year and half. Basically, i built a lot of memories with it. Because of its existence, i created heaps of memories with people around. With its lens especially. I feel so sad right now. You can say..I MISS IT. But it's dying and there is nothing i could do.

I remember my parents promised to get me a phone as a reward for PMR. I only bought it because Kim, Amanda and Marilyn had it. Since everyone's gettin it, i might as well join the trend Later on, all four of us had problems with that model. I thought i hated it coz' it was bloody problematic. Little did i know, i've gain this invisible love towards it which i only learn about it after its absence.

I went to camps and recorded moments together.

I went to Robotics and made self-made-MAC videos.

I joined Choral Speaking and watching what i had recorded made me realized how far we had gone.

I went to Damai during Rainfest, and put on a super emo song while sitting right in front of the waves in the dark.

I went to Sportsday '09 and made the final sportday memories that we can ever have.

I spent sooo much time with the phone that it was like a part of me.

I couldn't stop thinkin about it the moment i gave it in. D: But i knew i had to. There went the third S.E. phone i had. Never again, shall i hold it in my hands. :( I felt so empty without it for like 30 minutes. Felt so confused whether i had done the right thing. Felt like something was missing. Felt like i was incomplete.




In our loving memory, K850i. =(


Warning: DON'T buy that model coz' you'll go crazy frustrated. :D


On the brighter side..Nokia is taking over and i'm learning how to appreciate inner beauties. :p

Me: Do you think its ugly?
Mom: Very.

Me: Do you think its ugly?
Allan: Okay lah. A little maybe.


Nevermind. Sometimes, we just have to look into it a lil deeper to realize its inner beauty. :(