Every year, when i see Raya comin', it reminds me of that a year has come and gone.

Every year, it happens, it struck me of how long it has been, how the year comes to an end. It never fails to make me reminisce. Raya is the first festive season to me coz' after that it's Christmas then CNY then Gawai. That's how i think of it.

So when Raya comes, it's like..

"It's Raya again.. wow...one year already.."


Last year's Raya was the most memorable ones. I did not go visiting or what. I hardly ever did. But i spent 4 nights of Raya including the Eve, chattin' NON-STOP with both my closest '90 seniors, Deb and Esme. We actually chatted from like...8? till 3am or 4am.

That. I can't forget.


I remembered i chatted till i had shoulder pain which lasted for weeks. =.=" And then we talked about our childhood, schoollife and a bunch of craps. I still remember, one of Deb's Raya post, there were these trafic light colors?

Haha. :p

That four nights, were the beginning of bonding our friendships. :]



This is the best picture i could find. :p


Well...

Happy Raya to those who celebrates~! =D I heard they have a new version of "Selamat Hari Raya" song.

I am sooooooooooooo sien right now.

Milk crisis = NO Chocs.

I've got nothing to eat at home. Only tasteless biscuits. T.T





I need to "Have a break, and have a Kit Kat." =/




I waaaaaaant Oreos!!! =[ And..






..eat them like this! T.T



I'm so sick of studying in starvation. :[

I can't study. I'm so bored. And hungry. =[

I feel super lazy to do anything. I just wanna sink in my bed and sleep. But, when i shut my eyes, the guilt for not studyin' start surfacing.. I feel so so so miserable.

Exam is in...one..two...three....erm.. 11 days?! *@#%!@*

I. Had. My. Fringe. Cut. Today.

It was soooooooooooooooooooooo sad okay. I watched the hairstylist snipped bit by bit and my heart cringed a lil each time. My face looked super constipated when i saw my hair fell right before my eyes. It took me sooo long to grew the fringe. And now, it has got to go. =( Not all though.


Before:



It was this long or even longer.


The Termination:




Yeah..i know looked a lil constipated here. =/


Well..i had the hairstylist to cut only my fringe and not the rest. So, it took like.. 5 minutes of less for the whole trimming part. It was a lil bit only okay.


Then..i had dinner at Taipei 101! (Hear that Deb and Esme?? TAIPEI 101~!)

I bet u missed it like hell.



I was here just to reminisce the good ol' days.


Then i went to Spriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing~! and gave a surprise visit to my bloody unbio mum who has night jobs. She was super ungrateful coz' before i leave, she gave me SO MANY GAMILIONS SLAPS on my back. >=[


I have no idea, but she went to the toilet to peeeee for like...100000000000000000 times. :p Small bladder like Bob's. Two of a kind.


So..i went to the toilet and yeah you know what i usually do with mirrors... =P The outcome of the execution:



Ready?



Hold.


Your.


Breath.






T.T I know, the first person to see it already said it suck. =[

Now, my right eye is visible once again after dunno how many months hidden. Felt a lil weird at first to see the light again. Naked, some sort. =/


Oh well...just like before, back to square one, time to grow again~~! OMG...it's like a cell cycle or something in Bio. Just that, this is Hair cycle. =DDDD



P/s: I misssssssshhhh my long long fringe(although it's a lil annoyin). :[

Starring Adeline Jong and Mildred Lee.


Jaz, this is for you:











About the installation, it's coming up soon. =]

I had belt upgradin this morning. =(

SUPER humiliated. I screwed up coz' i was effin' nervous. And i heard some people laughing at it. >=[

There went the slight chance of gettin' double promotion.

Last night, the installation was a success. Fun actually. Adz them did super-great. Oh..in case you haven't realized, 'super' is now my super-catch phrase. :]

I'm gonna blog about the installation when EVERYONE sends me the pictures.

I'm deciding whether or not to have a haircut. =/ It's a super-hard-to-keep-fringe-and-it's-a-quarter-of-my-life. But, it is starting to annoy me.



Someone said it's soooo KNS. >=[


Anyway, today, is the last Sunday of September. So fast lar. School's out in another month. And...September is the month that all my miseries started last year. I guess they have ended this year.

It's the month of anniversaries and special dates. Mine, yours, his, hers, theirs, ours.

Well...enjoy your SUN day. =)

Well.. during rehearsal...





we did this. =P


Franz'z hottest shoes of the month:





The Ugly Pink Mickey-holes Crocs.


Can't wait for the real thing tonight. Adz and Mildred did super-amazing just now. :p

It's 3 friggin AM. And i'm up. Awake. Unable to sleep. I slept at 8 something just now so it made 6 hours of sleep only.

I accidentally swept the aircon remote off my bed so it dropped and broke into parts. DAMN loud which woke me up. =(

Bloody heck.. there went my 'good' sleep. Now, i'm starving and i just finished my Oreo(i know i'm not supposed to eat, that was the bloody last time okay) and Kit Kats like few days ago. =((( My fridge is junk deprived. :[

Had lunch with Bob today.

Bob: I hate the kind of people who gives their children almost the same name.
Me: So?
Bob: If it's me, i'll name my kids, Chocolate, Fruitcake and Pie.
Me: =.="
Bob: Then i can call Chocolate as Choc, Fruitcake as Fruity and Pie as American Pie.
Me: Shyt...you so lame man.

I was wounded by the Physic Lab's table. There was a nail which i didn't see and it peeled about 0.5cm of my skin off. Then i looked at it. The inner part was white.(i think it's the flesh). Few minutes later, blood started gushing out. But i only went to sickroom for treatment after 30 minutes completing my Chem report.

I have been filling my every second with work for the past two days. Couldn't really be bothered much about anything, especially personal stuff. Today was really a busy day. Every teacher was trying to finish the syllabus. Rush. Now, i graduated from Chem, Addmath, Math, EST, and History Form 4 syllabus. =D I did schoolwork on subjects that i never bother about today. Every period, i had a work done. Haven't been this busy since...... i dunno. =/

It's weird that teacher declared, "We have finished the whole Form 4 syllabus." This, left me having thoughts of ageing. One more year of syllabus. One more year to SPM. One more year to the end of school life. One more year that shall decides the path of my future. One more year with everyone who had been my classmates since Form 1 or Primary 1.

One year is damn short okay. I have been fussing and refusing to accept what i was learning in the beginning of this year. Now, school's almost out and i've learnt lots of complicated shyts in every subject which i still don't get it.

Anyway.. 4 months to 17. =/ Meaning, 4 more months to Driving license. =)))))))

Tomorrow will be the Interact Installation '08. Good luck to Adz and Mildred, our talented stars in school, who will be performing. =p

I have the whole week free. Am really damn happy. I wrote non-stop today. It was as though the pencil i held was my only connection to life. After a hell of a day, i think i deserve a good sleep. :]





Tired.

Final term is like.. 2 weeks from now. At first, we weren't too concerned about it as we had the "aiya still long lar" kinda attitude.

Now..it's just a freakin' TWO weeks.

Next week will be the Raya Holidays. ONE week. YES! =DD But anyway, i just wanna make this a quick update.

I won't be online so frequently anymore. So, i won't be updating too.(unless something happens or see lah)

I'm gonna focus on my final term. =)


Soooo.....





SEE YA~! =D



P/s: Do you realize i blog a LOT on September onwards? Refer to 2007's posts. =P

Of all i like this:

Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build em' up with worn-out tools.

~If~ Rudyard Kipling.


This song bloody ROCKS:



So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight


=DDD

I'm in PAIN.

Because...

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
OREO IS SAID TO BE INVOLVED IN THE CHINA'S MILK CRISIS!

T.T


It's my superdrug. What am i gonna do now? =[

On the far right..

..Rachel Lee Sui Hui.


HAPPY?? =P



(she complaint i don't put her picture. =.=")

If you're wonderin' why i HAD BEEN so emo, i'll tell you..


..it RUNS IN MY BLOOD.


(If you don't think you're the one i'm talkin' about, THINK AGAIN. =] )


To Jaz:


If you need a super duper big hug from a tree trunk, you know who to find. =))

(clue: me!)


With lots of sunshine, then comes with a heavy downpour. =/ But somewhere in the midst of rain, there stood your buddies with umbrellas, waitin' for you.

So..

...you won't be alone. =)

The Sun was blazing like hell today. The heat was so intense that i felt like it's piercing my skin. =/

Anyway..today shall be the day i put my past behind me. I can't go on mourning for too long. So.. today is the day that i set my feet back on the ground.


Idina Menzel-Brave.


I don't know just where I'm going
And tomorrow is a little overwhelming
And the air is cold and I'm not the same anymore.

I've been running in your direction for too long now,
Lost my own reflection and I can't look down
If you're not there to catch me when I fall.

If this is the moment I stand here on my own,
If this is my right of passage that somehow leads me home,
I might be afraid but it's my turn to be brave.

All along, all I ever wanted was to be the light
When your life was daunting but I can't see mine,
When I feel as though you're pushing me away.

Well who's to blame? Are we making the right choices?
'Cause we can't be sure, if we're hearing our own voices,
As we close the door, even though we are so desperate to stay.

If this is the moment I stand here on my own,
If this is my right of passage that somehow leads me home,
I might be afraid but it's my turn to be brave.
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye,
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life,
I can't be afraid 'cause it's my turn to be brave.

And I might still cry,
And I might still bleed,
These thorns in my side,
This heart on my sleeve.
And lightening may strike this ground at my feet,
And I might still crash,
But I still believe...

This is the moment I stand here all alone,
With everything I have inside, everything I own,
I might be afraid but it's my turn to be brave.
If this is the last time before we say goodbye,
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life,
I can't be afraid it's my turn to be brave.

~Sunday morning rain is falling,
Steal some covers share some skin~


So it's Sunday. Few hours ago(when it was still Saturday), i was invited to this dance anniversary at Sarawak Club by Bob.

It came in a sudden. I didn't plan for this. I was at home, watching TV, eating junks when Bob called me..

Bob: Hey, there's another seat. You wanna go dinner tonight?
Me: Erm.. I dunno what to wear. It's formal rite?
Bob: Yeah.
Me: Skirt and T-shirt? How about that?
Bob: Ok lah.
Me: Okay.

Around 6pm, i was still slacking off in front of the computer, undressed yet. I was still in my PJs. Not Undress undress... y'know what i mean right? =/

So Bob text me,

Bob: Hey what are you wearin?
Me: Skirt and T-shirt??
Bob: Too casual lah. Don't wear T-shirt lah.
Me: WHAT? then wear what?
Bob: Wear formal lah!
Me: Fine.

I was sooooo superbly annoyed with the 'formal' word that i was like "you want formal?? I'LL GIVE YOU FORMAL!". I didn't wanna wear some friggin dress. And soooooo much for my 'beh gam guan"(unsatisfied) with the formal thingy, i ended up wearing something that is so OUT-OF-THE-ORDINARY. Embarrassing.




Jaz: Gawd. Where do you work, Drea?


HEY! It's my mum's workin' outfit. Atleast it looks formal. =P Okay...i know i look sooo like a dude. They were all wearin dress with make-ups. I felt damn remorsed okay.

Fine.

The next dinner i'll be going to, i'll have a super-girly clothes on and it will be SO damn girly that i can be compared to a Barbie Doll. >=C


Wait.. wtf. Who am i kidding?! =.="

They said i looked like a working woman. I should be hanging out at some pub after work instead of attending a dance dinner.



When you had a mental breakdown from work.



Marie, Emz, Jaz, Bob, Me, Fel.



Franz's dad and Bob herself. (Thanks to her Dad for the dinner.)



MEJA.

During the dinner,

Emz: Jaz, when are you going to blog about this?
Jaz: Why?
Emz: Tonight or tomorrow?
Jaz: Does that matters?
Emz: I wanna beat you mah..i wanna be faster than you. =P
Jaz: So lame lah.


Okay you know what Emz? You can go sulk in one corner coz' i'm the first to blog about it! =P




Emz's pose.



Adz's pose.


Oh wait..here comes the GRAND POSE..





Jaz's award-winning pose. =P



Bob and Jaz.



The crowd. Mostly middle-aged men and women, veterans?, adults in their 20s, and us, the sophisticated over-grown kids.


The times i visited the toilet were countless. I learnt that Bob has a very very VERY small bladder. Anyway..




We like to camwhore in washroom too. =/

The lighting there was better.



My Andrealicious pose, Bob's Normal pose, Adz's "Huh? what?" pose.



I felt like i'm in my 20s. =/



The heels almost kill my toes. =(


Then we went back to the ballroom.



Awkwardly smile. I hate with the teeths.


And then we went toilet again.



"I'm lovin' it" (toilet)



I know. Vain. =.="


We were trying a group shot.



Shot 1-blur.




Shot 2-Marie: HEY IM NOT READY!




Shot 3-Finally!


I attempted taking a solo cool pose but...




..it turned out retarded.

It was so difficult trying not to laugh when a bunch of maniacs were pulling their asses off, making you laugh. >=(


Anyway..someone had this random idea of photo shooting.




Jaz's outfit. "Just plain black"



Emz's outfit. "Super Ah-Lien" (sorry emz, it's a bit blur)



Marie's outfit. "Retro, it looks"



Adz's outfit. "The Doll-like"



Bob's outfit. "The Sexy Dancer"



Anyway... last but not least, worst of the worse...






Mine. "Depressed from work"


We had a lil bit of wine.(approved by the adults okay!) And.. we went to the dance floor during the Disco part. We tried to get high but Marie and Jaz were tooo awkward. Oh well.




She got really red. "Hmmm...Makes me wonder..was it the wine or the dance or both?"


Back to the table..





I think it's the "Cha-Cha" dance so Bob performed it with her instructor.




Ta-daa~!


We left about 11 pm. They had the disco coming in but i was not in a mood to dance coz' i was halfway argueing with my mom on the phone. Sigh. I'm like...a young adult with a supervising mom. =/ My unbio mom was rather nice as she almost wanted to treat me McD takeaways. =P



Picture of the Day:




I looked soooooo sad here. =(



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHA~! (y'know who you are =] )

Having woken up today, i felt nostalgic.

I miss Rainfest. =(

I miss being squashed in the cab.

I miss the beach.

I miss being involved in a lame prank with seniors.

I miss going down to the beach and hours being soaked in the sea.

I miss the camwhoring part.

I miss having to wait in the BLOODY FREEZING COLD room waiting for your turn to shower.

I miss being at Buntal and attacked by the bugs. (okay..maybe not the bugs.)

I miss the people mountain people sea in rainfest.

I miss having my feet stuck in the mud and barely able to walk.

I miss sitting by the side of the walk way with a bunch of seniors, witnessing some Caucasian's kiss. =/

I miss walking on the bloody hard and rough ground when my slippers were gone.

I miss spending half an hour in front of the souvenir shop after getting a new pair of slippers.

I miss the jump, the shout, and the trying-to-make-myself-go-high-coz'-it-costs-90-bucks-to-be-here.

I miss going back to the beach for a leak when it's almost 12.

I miss the part where everyone had their own groups sitting at the beach.

I miss the breeze and the dark.

I miss the attempt-to-set-a-bond-fire. (it failed miserably though but it wasn't that bad as the group who had their bond fire, were reprimanded by guards to extinguish it. =D)

I miss the shots of scotch.

I miss the Truth Or Dare game we played.

I miss the stupid dares we did. =/

I miss going a lil high and hang over and sat one metre away from the water, singing.

I miss not-knowing-what-i-was-doing.

I miss going to the washroom like a gazilion times to pee.

I miss going back to the room at 4 sth am, and fell flat on the sandy bed.

I miss having woken up, puking the whole morning. =( (not the puking part maybe.)

I miss watching Mr Beans all morning.


Finally,


I miss rantings with the seniors about how bloody expensive and how effingly not worth it when now i realized it's sooo frigginly worth it and i had the time of my life.


=)




Extremely happified.

Exam schedule came out today. 11 days. =(

Gonna be the last semester of my 4th year in school. Gonna be the toughest throughout the year too i supposed.

3 papers man. I never had 3 papers for like...3 subjects.

3 x 3 = 9 papers. T.T


Anyway, my teacher said fasting helps prayers to work better as you are in a test of resisting yourself from temptations(food).

I didn't fast today. But i think my dad has seriously ruined my diet plan for the past two days anyway. He got me Pizza + KFC(again i know) for dinner. Really really FAT stuff okay. And again...of all days..WHY?! I find it weird that whenever my mum's away for meeting and stuff, my dad treats me superbly nice. He brings me wherever i want, buy me food that i always had to mention for like a gamilion times in front of him when my mum's around. =/ Now, instead of being moderate, i'll be over-fed and soon i'll grow sideways.

I wondered why did i even attend to school today. =.=" It became such a routine that i actually went there and till then, i realized i was able to skip school today. Weird.

I slept the whole noon after lunch. Mum once said, "You just ate then straightaway sleep, of course fat lah!". O.o

A part of me am happy today and a part of ain't happy today.

Happy = Friday = Tomorrow no school.

Unhappy = another day closer to final exam = another day older.

My unbio mum has gotten her NS letter today. HAHA in UR FACE! >=D


I have no idea why i talked so much craps lately. I filled my blog posts with soo much effin random stuffs. =/ But i feel good, seriously. =)


I am currently addicted to, "It ends tonight" by All-american rejects. That song can make me go atrocious. :DDD

It's been officially one week since that miserable, whatever you call it, day.

I'm writing this. Doesn't mean i'm emo and about to slit my wrist or darkens my eyelids.

I'm being so damn cool lately because, i am cool. =P Right?

I don't smile when i work, doesn't mean i'm upset, depressed, emo. This, is just professional.

There are times when i stopped doing anything and memories flashed back in my mind.

Yes, unable to forget. But, i'm gonna move on.

YES I AM GONNA MOVE ON.

And when i'm over it, i'll laugh my arse off whenever i looked back on those times.

I know i will.

It's one of these days, i will.

Some people, i meant some CLOSE people know that i'm on diet. And it starts today.

I woke up, washed and changed and went downstairs. Then i saw food on the table. But i tried to control myself.

I walked around the house and each time i passed that table, i stared at the food. =/ After a few times walking passed, i took it and left the house. Ate in the car, telling myself, "hey! I need a lil food to start a whole effing long day! So it's alright."

Anyway.. at school. Horrible. Hungry even before recess. During recess, the prefects went out earlier for their breaks which includes me but i decided to stay in the class for a little while. Then, i ran across the school, ignoring people eating. Finally, i reached my unbio's mum's class. Fooled around a little while then left for duty.


After recess, TOTAL hunger.


Saw Emz came in with 2 slices of watermelon so i asked for one. ONE NIA OKAY.

Saw Adz came in with a packet of chips, so i dragged her to somewhere unseen, and took a piece from her. Desperate, i know. =(

Anyway, Bob took part in ruining my diet plan as she pushed a stick of fries into my mouth. =/


So... the whole morning, i replenished myself with water. Kept drinking. Then, i told myself, no lunch nor dinner.

BUT.. when i entered my dad's car after school, i saw a FRIGGIN BLOATED KFC PLASTIC BAG on the floor. UGH. Of all days...WHY?!


I seriously think that FATE likes to PLAY people.


That totally executed my diet plan. I had to effingly eat them becoz' my dad will be so ripped off if i reject the meal. KFC man, it's KFC we're talking about. Gawd. But i managed to throw one partially eaten meat when my dad wasn't looking. =)


So, i went to tuition. Since, my puasa plan has failed, i thought having a few sticks of gums wouldn't matter much. I had my gums throughout the noon.

Evening,

My dad drove me home. In the car, he asked me like about 5 times? "You wanna eat what?"
Then i answered him about 10 times? "NO. Don't want eat." So, he didn't buy me anything.

*i felt so proud the whole way home*



Night time, DIS.ASS.TER.



Soooooooo much for my courageous, arrogant, being so damn tough answer..


I AM SO HUNGRY NOW.


I searched through the whole house, only to find NOTHING to eat. T.T



I need to replan this diet thingy. A more serious schedule.

I just had CHEMISTRY tuition like 2 hours ago and i fell asleep most of the time! ARGH.

The form 5s are finishing mock soooooon! And my exam is about to start!

1 hour from now i gotta go PHYSICS tuition! =C

I realized Emz is seriously seriously effingly LAME but funny. =P

Had Oral presentation today, the BM one. With Bob. The ending was LAME. However we laughed the whole way through and managed to get Grade A. =D

I feel soooooo happy + high + crave to dance today and i have no effing idea WHY.

weird. =]

We learnt that literature last week. As for homework, teacher gave assignments to each group. I was in the MEJA group with Bob and Maryann.

We were assigned to do a scrap book.

7 people.

7 pieces of paper.

7 illustrations combined.


The story goes like this..




Villagers returned to village after failing to plough due to drought. (My piece)




Then came rain. (Jaz's piece)



So they could plough once again. (Marie's piece)


Suddenly the rain's gone. The drought returned and on the 7th year,



One family got desperate for rain. (Emz's piece)



Their children was clueless of the situation and spent their days happily. (Adz's piece)


Then the Granddad of the family suggested a ritual sacrificial that haven't been practiced over decades. They needed a Rain God.



As sacrificial, they killed both their kids and spread their bodies all over the land. (Franz's piece)


But there was no rain.



The police later arrested them for the brutal murder of the kids. (Maryann's piece, 100% traced =P)




The End. =P

1. Study (T.T)

2. Go on a diet. (Puasa =/)

3. Stop sleeping during free periods. (Maryann, stop influencing me. =P)

4. Sleep before 11pm. (ugh.)

5. Get over my emo sh*ts. (Actually, i'm feelin' okay now =] )

6. Learning the last two patterns to Black Belt. (>=D)

7. Reduce leisure time. ( =C )

8. Get ready, physically and mentally for exam. (I don't think this is possible)

9. Fitness Exercises (A total flat stomach =D)


Last but not least..



10. Be prepared for YEAR END HOLIDAYS~~!!! XD

You got me something.

This time, it wasn't a dream.

It was real.

Yet, you never say the words i wanna hear.

I'm being judged, left and right.

Speechless.

Sometimes, i'd just wish for Amnesia, forgetting the past 3 years.

Sometimes, i hope there's a switch in feelings. On and off whenever i want. Off when i absolutely need to face the unwanted stuff.

Today, i learnt that no matter how close a person has been to you, you should NEVER confide them 100%.

It really made me wondered how such close people could possibly turn their backs against you.

Adding oil to fire.

Talking behind you. Opening the topic so as more people can participate in the latest NEWS FLASH.

Whatever.


Today, time passed super-fast. Weird that after Bio, i returned to my empty class/lab, I found myself standing in front of my old seat when i nearly placed my stack of books there.

Then i realized. And returned to the other edge where people care.


With a little happiness, comes a greater sadness.

Being closest, to strangers.

A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y

1. Do you like anyone?:

` Nope

.

2. Do they know it?:

` No coz’ I dun like anyone.

.

3. Simple or complicated?:

` Complicated.

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

4. Bought something:
` Yes.

.
5. Gotten sick?:
` Nope

.
6. Been hugged?:

* Twice..during Esme’s departure and in mass on First Friday.

.
7. Felt stupid?:

` All the time

.
8. Talked to an ex:

` Yes.

.
9. Missed someone:

` Yes.

.
10. Failed a test:

` Hell yeah. Addmaths. >=C

.
11. Danced:

` Er…no.

.
12. Gotten your hair cut?:

` No way.

.
13. Lied:

` Yes? Haha..not sure.

U N I Q U E

14. Nervous habits?:

` Shaking. Drinking lots of water. Lookin at my watch.

.
15. Are you double jointed?:

` No.

.
16. Can you roll your tongue?:

` Yes. I can even do the clover leaf shape. =P

.
17. Can you raise one eyebrow?:

` Duh~

.
18. Can you cross your eyes?:

` Yes.

.
19. Do you make your bed daily?:
` Never.

.

20. Do you think you are unique?:

` No. Just emo.

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
21. Said "I Love you":

` Yeah. Rarely.

.
22. Given money to a homeless person:

` Yes.

.
23. Smoked?:

` Yes. O.o When I was in Pri 3 and my bro let me had a taste of it. =.=”

.
24. Waited all night for a phone call?:

` Yes.

.
25. Snuck out?:

` I’ll get killed for that, so NO.

.
26. Sat and looked at the stars?:

` Yupz.
.

M A N N E R S

27. Do you swear/curse?:
` Yes. Seldom.

.
28. Do you ever spit?:

` Yea…when I was a kid, my cousins and I played ‘who-can-spit-the-furthest’ game. .

29. You cook your own food?

` Only instant noodle.

.

30. You do your own chores?:

` No.

.
31. You like beef jerky?:

` No.

.
32. You're happy with your life?:

` Absolutely not.

.
33. You own a dog?:
` No.

.
34. You spend your money wisely?:

` Sometimes.

.
35. Do you like to swim?:

` Yes. I swim when I’m stressed out.

.
36. When you get bored do you call a friend:
` Used to. Not anymore.

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D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S

37. Flowers or angels?:

` Angels.

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38. Gray or black?:

` Black. Definitely.

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39. Color or black and white photos?:

` Depends on mood.

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40. Lust or love?:

` Both?

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41. Sunrise or sunset?:

` Sunset.

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42. M&Ms or Skittles?:

` None.

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43. Staying up late or waking up early?:

` Staying up late. Insomniac.

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44. Being hot or cold?:

` Cold.

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45. Winter or Fall?:
` Winter.

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46. Left or right?:
` LEFFFTTTT~! I’ve no idea why.

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47. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?:

` Having 10 acquaintances and 0 best friend.

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48. Sunshine or rain?:

` Depends on moood.

M O R E-H A V E-Y O U-E V E R'S

49. Been Dumped?:

` Yes.

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50. Stolen money from a friend?:
` No.

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51. Been in a fist fight?:

` Yeah. Lots of time during Taekwondo competition.
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52. Snuck out of your house?:

` WTH.

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53. Had a crush on a teacher?:

` No wayyyy.. Too old.
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54. Seen someone die?:

` I’ve seen a patient in the hospital, surrounded by many people, crying, with curtains partially shielding the sight. Not forgetting, the sound of the ‘life-machine’ which went beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep~.
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55. Been on an airplane?

` Yes.

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56. Slept all day?:

` Yes. My friggin hobby.

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57. Missed someone so much it hurts?:

` Yes. =(

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58. Fallen asleep during school?:

` Everyday.

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59. Been lonely?

` Always.

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60. Cheated in a game?:

` I supposed I have. =P

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61. Been to the ER?:

` No.

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62. Been in a car accident?:
` Yes.
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63. Had detention?:

` Yes.

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64. Missed your first love?:

` No.
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65. Cried yourself to sleep?:

` Sometimes.

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66. Sung in the shower?:

` Most of the time.

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67. Kissed a complete stranger?:

` Not yet.

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68. Laughed so hard you cried?:

` Sometimes. Esp with the friggin silly despicable unbiological mum and the friggin crapper named Bob.
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69. Cheated on a bf/gf?:

`Nope. I’d rather break if I wanna move on to the next one.

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70. Regretted hurting someone?:

` Yes.

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71. Regretted loving someone?:

` Er…yes? Haha.

Emo people do emo stuff.

=/

It felt so real.

You got me something the day after i handed you mine.

You said there's no need to end it.

You said you still wanted me to be your best friend.

As i opened my eyes, coming to reality, it was all...just a f*ckin dream.

P/s: I decided to take back my hiatus. I made my decision to turn this into a temporary super-emo blog. =/ So whoever who hates these, come back after a week or two.

I'm on hiatus.

I need some time to settle down my emotion.

Or else, the blog would turn into a super-emo blog.

I'm sure no one likes it too.

Give it..a week or two.

I need to rebuild myself, adapt the changes made, and feelin' normal again.

Hence, i'll be back..when i'm fully recovered.

p/s: I didn't manage to get any wishes, hugs or whatsoever people do on special days. =(

It's done. And it's over.

I'm letting go of this. I'm sure you've had long ago.

Coz' today, the sun shines for something out of the ordinary.

But, tomorrow and the rest of the days, are going to be the same again.

I haven't heard the four words. It's been more than 40 hours.

Save it anyway. It's just another day.

The awkwardness shall remind us that we should stop trying, struggling.

And,

The picture shall remind us that some part in life, we'd once been best friends.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.



11/9/06








11/9/08




..731th Day..









Happy 2nd Best Friend Anniversary Day!

=)


Love,

me.

Last Friday, i went fooling around with Bob and Maryann.


At Sickroom. A lil while. =/




The Few of the Lamest in school.




Interact's Vice and Pres.


A lil while later..




Pig-mode & Bookworm-mode. =P


Bob got so bored with her PSP so she distracted my concentration on the book. In fact..




..she got me into camwhoring. (the white thing on our mouth, Mentos)




shooting the freak.



I think she was trying to knock my head.


Sooooo much for that. Now guess who's the ah beng and who's the nerd..
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For once, i'm the nerd. =)


Picture of the day:




I looked so damn depressed. =(

Went to Chemistry tuition today. In the morning at school, i was soooo proud that i didn't sleep a single period.


=D


However..



I slept in tuition. =( Once a blue moon.


Worst of all.. teacher was explaining a hell lots of stuff, writing a hell lots of notes. I was half-conscious when everyone's busy copying.

I did too!

Just that..





..it was unreadable. =/



Compared my semiconscious writings to Bob's...





=P



I'm amazed at my own writings which i, me, myself, was unable to interpret.

As usual, Chemistry lesson in Chemistry lab doing Chemistry experiment with Chemistry chemicals and Chemistry students.


Titration.



They were FAKING. (Lippy's pose the most fake one liaw. Totally out of topic one)


I ran over to Physics lab and saw the Physics students who were having Physics lessons but that wasn't my main concern as i needed a camera-phone from my Physic teacher, Mr Physic Wong. =P

He lent me and i ran back to Chemistry lab. Just for the sake of these nerd-fakers' faces. =)



I know. I sucked at faking too.


I had them doing the whole experiment. So, i could sit back and relax while snapping. =P




Lippy's ex-boyfriend was standing outside the window, apologizing. :p


My Chemistry teacher said, "you like taking photos hoh?"




I didn't know what else to take. =/




The Chemistry Portrait. (Hey! They should hang this in the laaab!)


=P

To some this may be minor.





I'm addicted. =)

29th & 30th August '08


As you guys all knew.. we survived. =)

But wait! It's not as easy as it may looks or sounds. We could have died there. Anytime. I guess we ought to count the blessings we have.

Anyway... after that crappy Merdeka celebration that morning, i went home, packed my stuff and left for school at 3 something. Picked up Franz on the way.

Reached school.



Franz and the First Aid Kit.

(That stupid old-librarian-lady shouted left and right, shockingly, when Maryann brought the kit into the library the other day. She must have been dumb enough to think that it was a BOMB! =.=")



Pat & Bob!



I bet they were lookin' at Kim's super large bag for only one night.

Nurel, Franz, Maryann and Kim brought the largest luggage each among all the climbing crews. =/

It was just one friggin' night.


Then, we went up the bus and left our schoool!
The bus driver was pretty ironic. He had a ciggie protruding from his mouth and smokes circled around him while..




..he had this sign on the bus.

Funny that..while we entered the bus, he stood under that sign, puffing smokes. =.="



Me, Franz, Qurratul, Maryann and Kim.


30 mins later..



..we saw it.



The mission we were assigned.


It took nearly an hour to reach the school, SMK Santubong. Oh yes.. we ARE combining this expedition with them.



Arrived.



This is an AWKWARD photo. (why the heck did i touch my ass?)


Off to our hostel. At first, we thought..

"Wah..first time staying in hostel! So fun lar! Four of us can be in one room!!"



On the way there.



I had Bob to carry my bag. =)



It's a long way from where we were dropped off.


*saw the hostel* "HAH? THIS IS THE HOSTEL? I THOUGHT HOSTELS ARE VERY ANGMO-ISH ONE!!"




It looks better during day.


So much for the 'four of us in a single room' for the past few days.. We actually had 8 double deckers in one room. The room was big, like the size of a classroom. 8 double deckers = 16 occupants. But only 12 of us settled in the first room. The rest went to the next room. No privacy. =(



Deciding which bed is whose.

On the bright side...during the night, it would be a LOT less creepier with so many roommates to keep us company. =)



Bob: I'm NOT going to sleep at the bottom.



Wardrobes?



This is sooooo 'PLKN'. =P (i think)


To surveil the room..




..they had a big CCTV on the ceiling.


They also welcomed us with..




..fancy decorations hanging on the fan. =)


They were probably afraid of us getting cold so they had merely 2 fans like that in one friggin' big room. How considerate. =D

To keep us out of boredom, they were so creative to draw comics..





..on pillows! Their way of entertaining the guests.



Bob was too happy on the accommodation till can't smile properly. =P



Our luggages.


Anyway..we made our own bed.



For assurance. And colors!



Four of us practically squeezed in 3 beds. The ones above.


Kim had one for herself, Maryann too. Bob and I had to squeeze in one bed, the middle one.

OH! By the way, the reception/line was SOOOOO GOOOOOOD till it was bad. The only part where i could send/receive a friggin' message or call was outside the room, at the balcony, infested with GAMILLION mosquitoes.


So imagined how Bob and I suffered when night fell and we were crying our asses off trying to send messages. Not forgetting, mosquitoes are 'high' at night.



Our opposite block. Behind it, Mount Santubong.


It was already 5 something. But dinner was at 6 something. So, we had a little spare time and we used them wisely by bonding with our beds.



Me, Bob and Maryann.



Pat & Bob! =D



Kimball Thai Chilly Sauce! (Primary school nickname =P)



The Retarded Sponge and The Sleeping Beauty. =P


Since we covered the whole place with our sleeping bags, the partitions of the bed were hidden too. BOB.. is so lame that she blindly jumped on any spot causing her back to land on a partition. =.=" Then, she pulled the sleeping bags away from the partition.

Me: Cover them lah!
Franz: Don't want! I wanna make sure i land safely next time!

But i still covered them lah. The pieces of wooden partition somehow, ruined the slumber-look.



My bed-mates. =P

Then we received..



This.

And the next page..



..was bad. "Pembahagian Kumpulan"


I went hysterical for the next 10 minutes. Anyway, in the room, Bob used chinese language for some reasons. (So that the only beings who understand are the four of us.) Unfortunately, later on we discovered that, a superbly nosy and keh-kiang(act smart) student who appears to be a non-chinese, is able to communicate in chinese too. Embarrassment and awkwardness, in fact.

Luckily, we have many dialects. =) We used Hokkien and Cantonese instead. I'm pretty sure the chinese schools don't teach dialects. Those are usually educated in a household.


Then.. it was time to go for a walk~!



Wordless book.


We decided to go to the beach.



Our gang.

We walked pass a...




..friggin' abandoned house. Really really creepy. Seriously.

A perfect spot for horror film making.



Towards the beach~!



A couple house i think. Facing the beach. =/


Okay..the beach..wasn't exactly what we've expected. The sea was like a mile away or something. There was only sand, and a little further, mud. We couldn't walk that MILE, coz' Bob stopped me as it was getting muddier as we went deeper.

The mud.. REMINDS ME OF RAINFEST. =( I misssssss raaaiiiinnnnnfffffeeesssstttt lar!
Well, more like missing hanging out with the ah ma(s) at the beach. =((



The 'beach'.



Some couple had their wedding shots taken there.




The sight is pretty deceiving.



Cast-away mode.



Supposingly Sponge went emo coz' the water is a million mile away and she's dehydrating.



Foursome. =P



I found a shell! Oh.. wait. Calcium..carbonate. Right? (I sucked in Chemistry)


On our way back to the school..



Saw this friggin' cute dog.


Accompanied by this..



...big fierce dog.

Talking about dogs.. the other day after tuition, I followed Jo's car. And then she passed by this coffeeshop where they kept 2-3 dogs in their cage. Jo said, "OMG SO CUUUUTE!!". Jo, who got so obsessed, opened the car door and nearly got down to greet them. =.=" BUT, as soon as she opened the door, the dogs barked like there was no tomorrow. She got panicked then quickly shut the door and hit the road. So LAME !



Back to the school.



It's Pantai Puteri, Bob! Not Pantai Puteh!


We returned for dinner. Collected our meals at the canteen.



Maryann who was desperate to be in the picture.



Sweeeets! Our school banned them, have you noticed?


Maryann, Kim and I were queing for our turn to get our meals. That little crapper kept herself busy walking around lookin' for a place to wash her hands and not stand in the line even though i asked her lots of time.

Me: Franz! Stand in the line liaw!
Franz: I wanna wash my hands first!
Me: Later wash lah!!

In the end, Kim, Maryann and I placed our meals on the table and went off to wash our hands while Bob was at the end of the line(became longer) waiting for her turn. Haha..happy lah her. =P



They complaint i've got two pieces of meat and they only had one.

Well..the lady of the canteen must have fancied me. =P However, i gave my second piece to my teacher. So, i only had one like the rest.

While i was eating..

*saw this weird thing between the dishes* then *scooped it out*

Me: OMG! Is this..starfish?? Why got starfish one!!




I thought i had bitten 3 legs off leaving only 2.

Later, i learnt that it is a SPICE. Some sort. =.="



Dining.


As the sun was setting, we returned to our room.



It was getting darker.


To make things worse..



..a blackout struck the whole school.


I followed the Malays to the toilet coz' they needed a bath and i needed a feet wash before i crawl to bed.



Scary. Panic. Stinky. Revolting. Itchy.



Really really stinks okay.

I found ALL CUBICLES fail to flush. Gosh.. how long has it been? Unable to flush some more. =X
I stopped myself from drinking and eating too much for the rest of the night so that i don't dirty their toilets even more. =)



The tiled sink.


They bathed by using sarung to cover their body. I saw one with only bra and undies. O.O Then i left.



The lights came back on before i leave.



The walkway to the Toilet.



Them on the bed.



We nearly got cramps.


Around 8.15pm, we went to the hall. That nosy student who is able to speak chinese told us we had to be there then when it was only 8.15pm. The timetable showed 8.30pm. =.="


She said "no no no! Now lah!"



We waited for 15 minutes there.

Great work.



I think she saw a lizard.


At 8.30pm, we had ice-breaking games. Really really not our thing as out of 60 students, we were the only chinese. We can hardly speak in BM. It was difficult to communicate. Then we had a briefing on the expedition. The organizer claimed that the purpose of this expedition is to bond the relationship between our school and their school. Unfortunately, till the day we returned from this whole trip, I don't actually know a single student's name from there. =X Worst of all, i hardly know any names of the students from my own school. The only people i knew were Kim, Franz, Maryann, Vianney, Nurel, Asyiqee, Qurratul and Elizabeth out of 23 students.

They divided us into groups. 6 groups. I'm so so so damn lucky coz' i fell into the same group as Bob. Group 4. Kim and Maryann were in different groups. Without anyone realizing, they switched with others and got into the same group too. Group 3.

At 10.00pm, they dismissed us as we've gotten our Expedition T-shirt. We returned to our room.



Kim's on the phone with a mad scientist. =P

Quite ANNOYING though coz' we were trying our ass off to get some sleep when she was giggling and talking on the phone. =/



Bob with Teddy on the face.


She brought her own blanket + teddy + pillow. Her dad claimed that she was moving houses. Kim's dad told her to bring the whole fridge when her bag was loaded with junkies.



The First to sleep.



Hidden. =P


We slept at nearly 12am. Lucky i don't feel any mosquitoes sucking my blood during my sleep. But my legs felt so 'empty' which made me felt a little worried(who knows something come and touch my leg or what) so i decided to cover them with my sleeping bag. Throughout the night, it was HOT. I sweated like hell.

At 5 something, i heard footsteps, people chatting, walking around. The Muslims were awake to do their prayer. Bob woke up telling me she had 15 messages at one time around 3 something. =.=" I couldn't care less, i shielded myself with the cover and continued my sleep.

At 6am, everyone was awake. We changed and washed our faces in that friggin' toilet.



Waiting for breakfast.



Me, Kim, Bob and Maryann.



Breakfast: Porridge + egg + anchovies & Tea.

After that, everyone hurried to the toilets to clear their bladder so that we won't bring 'things' up the mountain and leave them there. =P As they were in the toilets, i sent my farewell messages to couple of buddies. My batt went flat, so i had to use Bob's phone. Did i mention that they have no electric input in the hostels?? >=( I borrowed Kim's battery(same phone) coz' i didn't wanna miss this opportunity of snapping the whole expedition. Credits to Kim. =P





Ah Beng-wannabe and Child-liked Kim.



Crew Portrait.



We had warm ups before we begin our mission.


There was one feminine guy.. freakin' hilarious when he did his warm ups. =))




Group shot. (spot us)


Bet we're hard to be seen.




There we are. =P


Then that was it. It was time. Time for mission. Time to raise our hands and say goodbyes.(No..we didn't do that coz' no ones there to look at us off =P) It was 8am.



Walking in one straight line.



Their school had this rock climbing thingy.



Walking into the treedoms.



Walking the friggin steps.



Looked creepy.


I thought we were already in the Mountain..when we found ourselves walking..




..don't know how many kilometres of concrete road.


What a waste of energy. =.="


Along the road, we saw Damai shuttles hustled up and down. Again, i reminisced about Rainfest. =(



This marked the starting point. The concrete sign board. Not the man.



This time, we're really going in.



Not soil, but rocks.


However.. Kim bailed out after some time we walked in the jungle. The surrounding freaked her out, she claimed.

We had to go on. It was only the beginning. Frankly, we got really exhausted already after all the road walk and the uphill at the entrance. Bob said maybe we weren't meant for this. Then, we gave each other support and motivation and all the craps from Bob really helped. We started laughing, talking while we walked.

We came for this. We ain't quitting even though we had to die trying. It's the summit, we want.
All the physical and mental preparation back at home were all craps. In the mountain, it was so damn exhausting that i couldn't care less if we spot anything out of the ordinary. I couldn't care less about falling or dieing or whatever. I was tired. The only thing i could thought of and kept me moving forward was the summit. =)

Anyway, we had to walk in our own groups. But after some time, everyone got mixed up. The good thing about that was, 3 of us, Maryann, Bob and I could walk together and had our own privacy while the rest of the world is a mile ahead of us. The Santubong students were fast.
We were the slow ones. =) Maryann had this super stamina as she was always far ahead of us too. Bob and I are the only ones who declared our own break to catch our breath and replenish ourselves with water.

Back in school, we told ourselves that we will NOT drink in the mountain. But we were the ones who drank the most. =P Lucky we didn't felt like peeing. Instead, we sweated a lot.

In the jungle,

Me: 22, where's 55?
Bob: In front i think. *shouts* 55, where are you???!!!
Me: 55!!!!!

*no response*

Me: Hey, that's 55! *pointing at Maryann who's so far ahead*
Bob: FIFTY-FIVE!!!
Maryann: *stopped and looked back*

Haha..i think she wasn't used to her code number yet. And then after that..

Maryann: Andrea, oops! I mean, 11!
Me: Franz franz franz...er.. 22, 22, 22.. =P
Bob: Dree.. Eleven!

It went like that the whole expedition. So much for using codes. =P I heard a teacher shouted his student's name, ISWANDI!! And we were still using codes. =.="



The first OFFICIAL resting spot.



Everyone took their rest.



The twin teachers.

We rested and ate to regain our loss energy. Especially chocs. Bob ate Chipster instead. =.="
I had a lot of Kit Kats. =) Maryann brought one big bar of Dairy chocs.

I ate sooo much that i drank sooo much. =/


At a certain point, more students and some teachers gave up. 3 of us went on even though we were slow. =P



Bob: How amazingly that the roots formed steps.



Getting steeper.



It was 90 degree when they had ladders.



Steps then ladders.


The only thing that feared me in the whole expedition was the ladders. I hate them. Rope ladders with big gaps between. Difficult to reach for the next 'stick' coz the gap was like a gamilion metres away. And the ladders were so shaky. >=( Roots were better.
Bob and I took our gloves out and started wearing them. Maryann prefered bare hands. Even with gloves, our hands still hurt like hell.

While we were climbing..

Me: I wonder what happens to Kim.
Bob: Sure bored like hell one leh.
Maryann: She got her phone right?
Me: Yeah, with a flat batt. Her batt's with me. =/
Maryann: Oh then cham liao lo.




At first it was only this long.



Elizabeth, climbing the ladder.



We could no longer walk, it's all about monkey business now.



Drenched in sweat.


After some time, we lose the whole group of students. They ran up instead of climbing. =.=" There were only Mr Teo, Maryann, Elizabeth, Bob, another of our malay female teacher, and me.

I like it that way. It felt more like it's our OWN expedition, mission. It felt more like we were the only crews.

Along the way, there were middle-aged chinese men and women coming down. They JUMPED left and right instead of slowly walking down. According to them, they climb this mountain every Saturday! That..left my jaw hanging. I even prepared to die in this mission and said farewells to everyone when there are people who took this activity as their weekend routine!

Stranger: Where are you from?
Bob: Kuching.
Stranger: What school?
Bob: St Teresa.
Stranger: Which St Teresa?
Me: Haji Openg one. Only got one right?
Stranger: Ohw! I'm an ex-Teresian!
Mr Teo: *looked happy*
Stranger: *clapped hands* ST TERESA RULES!!
Mr Teo: *looked happier*
Stranger: You're almost reaching. Go on~!

*then they jumped their way down*

Anyway..

*after 3 short ladders*

Me: Are there gonna be anymore ladders?
Mr Teo: No..i think that was the last one.

Few minutes later..




Bob: Mr. Toe! LADDER! A longer one!


Mr Teo: I guess no more liao lah..


Few minutes later again..




Bob: Mr Toe~! Got ladder again! Soooo long!


I was.. O.O when i saw that. Afraid but determined. I kept telling Bob while i was climbing the ladder, "so scary lah so scary lah so scary lah!". And especially when there's ladders, i'm the slowest.

Bob claims that i take one step by one step. Slowly.


But after quite a number of ladders, i started to overcome my fear. It wasn't that scary after all. =P

Reminder, there are LOTS and LOTS and LONG and LONG ladders upon reaching to the summit.

Me: Do you think this is gonna be the last ladder?
Bob: I don't wanna hope anymore.
Me: If the prefect's leadership camp here, sure everyone cry their asses off. Sure nobody be prefects liaw. Obstacle course was dust. This is a fur ball. =X
Maryann: Sure everyone die one.






We were this high already.


On the way up, it wasn't all about going UP. There's a part where we had to go down then go up again.



After a shorter peak. Going to the highest summit.


Then..after hours of walking, climbing, fearing, tiring, laughing, crapping.. we were nearly there.



Us.. and Datuk Merpati face sculpture.

It marks the summit already. Finally..


WE MADE IT TO THE SSSUUUUMMMMMIIIIIITTTTTTT!!!!!! XD (alive!)




The summit hut.

It was 11.30am when we reached there. 3 hours 3o minutes up. =D Most of them were up there like ages ago. We were the last few ones. =P Everyone was eating there. We too.. had our lunch.

Me: So tired lah! I want go Damai!
Mr Teo: Later we go damai. I book 5 rooms.
Maryann: Really??
Mr Teo: Yes!
Me: True wor??
Mr Teo: Yes.

*few minutes later*

Maryann: Teacher, we seriously go Damai hah? =D
Mr Teo: No. Don't want liao.


=(



As i was expecting to see magnificent view at the summit,



..this happened instead. It felt like Genting. Somehow. =P


So much for 3 hours plus to see the oh-so-great view. =/



Bob, Maryann, and the really wet me.


Then...




I saw it. The 'magnificent' view.


Less than one minute,



the clouds covered the view again. =(




The not-so-good group photo. I haven't got the good one yet. (Bob and I had our eyes shut and if you noticed, some were staring at my ass =/ By the way, the feminine guy was behind Bob in the picture) =P

Bob is so lame:






Maryann, me, our school's teacher whom i can't remember her name, and Bob.


Then we had a teacher making a video where ALL of us sat together and shouted 'Merdeka' for a gazilion times. =.="



My dirtied gloves.



My filthy gloves and Maryann's new clean gloves.

She decided to use them while going down.



Promoting Kit Kats~!


At 12pm, it was time to go down.



On the way down, there was a traffic jam.



Showing off our gloves. "Protect the core"? =P



I bet it has been there over decades.



Mr. Datuk Merpati, the founder of Mount Santubong.



Spot Bob.



Gerr-ri-ping. (gripping)

Bob said there was this student from our school who's so friggin inconsiderate. That girl practically held onto people's backpack for support. Bob, Maryann and I were her victims. I remembered while i was resting at one spot. I felt a heavy load pulling be back. I stood firmly and looked back. She said "Sorry sorry". =.="

Bob got so annoyed that while that girl was climbing down the ladder, Bob almost wanted to step on her fingers. =PP Haha..kidding lah. But she did say that! XD




The hanging Sponge.

Instructor: *panicked coz' saw Bob stopped moving* U okay kah?
Bob: Ya! Sedang ambil gambar.
Instructor: Masih sempat lagi ambil gambar.. =.=""



Nurel & Maryann.

We managed to avoid the jam by being once again, the last few slow-mos. Better as this time, we had Nurel and Vianney in our crew. Coming down was a LOT scarier. More dangerous. But less tiring. To me, going down is funner. Going up is breath-taking. X[




Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!



Bob and freaky ladders.



"I ain't scared of em' anymore"


Then,



we came down from here..

And..



..before going up here....We decided to take a rest.

We're like on the cleavage of two hills. O.o Does that sounds wrong? =X


Just the 3 of us. I have no idea where the hell the rest went. We sat on a big rock and started taking out our food supply. We had a picnic there. Bob offered some passerbys our chips.



Eleven, Twenty-two, and Fifty-five.

We continued walking.. it gets rather boring when we were getting further away from the steep part. All we did was.. walk. =/ There were lots of GIGANTIC ANTS that i've never seen before.



We were this near to ground level.



Cempedak on trees.


While walking, Bob slipped and fell! HAHAHA.. then the instructor said to me "Tolong kawan kamu sekejap!!" =.="

I went over to her trying to concern about her when she stood up and made a 'merajuk' expression. So i laughed lah. Then she also laughed but still in the state of 'merajuk'.

After that, the whole way down she merajuk. It was also because..

Me: Ada berapa lama lagi sampai?
Instructor: Tak lama. 5 minit.
Bob: Berapa lama lagi ah?
Instructor: 10 minit.
Bob: HAH?! *whispering* Tadi you kata 5, sekarang you kata 10?? What?!

The instructor didn't bother about her after that. =P She merajuk-ed even more.



If you notice, Bob's face was SOUR. =P



On the way doooown!


Among them 3, i was the FIRST to reach. XD



The starting point/ The finishing point.

It was 3 something. Took us another 3 hours back down.

It felt like as if we've been lost in the jungle for our entire lifetime that I was soo..




..glad to see the ROAD.



Opposite the road were the so-called 'Pedestrian Officers'.

They were so concerned that they shouted at the top of their lungs, "NANTI!! JANGAN CROSS DULU!! BAHAYA!! ADA KERETA!!" when i was busy taking pictures of my surrounding. I didn't even show any intention to cross yet. =.="


Oh..even funnier when Maryann set foot on the finishing line. She went hysterical, shouting with joy, jumping left and right, 'yay! yay! yay! I'm alive i'm alive!'. At the same time, the pedestrian officers got even more panicked looking at Maryann's overraction and shouted at the top of their heads "JAAANNNGGGGANNN LINTAS DUUULLLLUUUUUU!!!!!!!".

I was standing there. Still. Watching two barbarians on two different sides of the road, shouting in different languanges and overreacting. One overjoyed. Few panicking. Funny. Try imagine. =P

Maryann: They spoilt the happy mood nia. =.="


Then, we all crossed the road. The officers asked us to wait for the rest of the students who yet to make it back alive. Maryann found a shaded spot.




We had picnic again!

Normal days, we would never lie on grass at the roadside. That day, we did.



Glad to be back to civilization. =)



Nurel and Vianney.


Indeed, we teresians, were the last few to arrive. The rest of the groups had headed back to the school. We picnic-ed there till almost 4pm.



Resting. Nurel, Vianney, Bob and Maryann.



What a view.



The lamest Sponge on earth.



Paaaaaaaaaaaat & Boooooooooooooob! =P



The LAST TWO students of the whole expedition.

Haha.. 3 of us were slow, but we weren't the last. =P


And guess what? The nosy-and-act-like-she-knows-everything-chinese-educated-girl was one of the last.

Ohw.. please be reminded that she's wicked as she said..



"cepat sangat balik pun tak guna. Kunci bilik ada di tangan saya".

=/

Some key holder she was. >=C I bet Kim would like to kill her.



Sleeeeping~!



We made it. =)


Then, we saw the officers driving back to the school. Bob and I were outraged. NOT FAIR! We were forced to walk under that hot hot blazing sun when our sore legs were shaking in pain!



Maryann-ah beng wannabe, walking back to school.


The last picture i took before Kim's batt had died too was this..



The Road Not Taken. (Form 4 literature) =P

We walked the minor jungle back to the school. Sooooooooooo friggin' tired. We packed our stuff and left for the Activity Hall.


Mr Teo gave a speech: Saya sangat kagum dengan pelajar Santubong yang mampu lari sampai ke puncak terutamanya beberapa orang budak kecil. Kepada pelajar St Teresa, inilah merupakan sebuah pengalaman.

Lol..we were claimed as noobs.

Before leaving the school..

Me: *pointing at Mount Santubong* Hey, look!
Bob: BEEN THERE~!
Me, Bob and Maryann: DONE THAT~!

XD

I slept my way back to my school although was quite a bumpy ride. When i opened my eyes, i saw the lover-bridge that connects St3 and StJoe. =P

We're 16.
We conquered Mt Santubong.
We made it.
We're back.
We're alive.

That was our toughest challenge so far. Mount Kinabalu shall be next (We had already planned it out back in the mountain). Oh..not forgetting, our first time, living in such great hostel. =) By the way, we never attend any stamina training before the expedition. We went in our state of tofu.
Mt Singai was nothing compared to this. I climbed the mountain with flat soles. I'm pretty fortunate that my totally-worn-out-Nike-shoes hadn't killed me. Nike shoes are good, even when they are worn out. =P

It really really has been a great experience. Especially with buddies. I've learnt a lot. And i'm sooo gonna change. =))

Whole body sore like hell the next day. Walked like a duck. According to Bob, "walked like as if we have LPs". =P

The End.

(It took me 9 hours to blog on this!)

We're all 16 now. I apologized for always being so 'cool' on you. Hah.. well..that's just me.


So much for always calling me 'cute'... look who's being the cute one now..
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..Cuter than Barbies, Teletubies, Barnie, whatever. =P


Happy 16th Birthday you freakin' over-caring-granny-liked buddy!

This little addictive cube game..



Rubik. =.="


At first, it started off with the Malay gang behind our class. About few weeks ago. THEN, it started to spread all around the class. NOW, 3/4 of the students in my class are mad about the game. They play it during all sorts of lessons. It even freakinly turned into my best buddy's best buddy!! Everyone's starting to turn into zombies like those in Resident Evil. Just that this is the Rubik version. Now.. Emz and Marie, craved for it too. 3/4 of MEJA had turned themselves into Rubik zombies. Jaz, Franz, and I are the only survivors. =(

Wth.

I couldn't play along coz' it annoys me. =)


Anyway.. we had this diagnostic test lately. >=C


Ohw..and we made names for each other today.
According to the Spongebob Squarepants show,

Franz: Spongebob, Bobby.
Me: Patrick, Ricky.
Jaz: Pearl, Pearly.
Marie: Sandy, sandy
Emz: Gary, Gary
Adz: Squidward, Squidy?

Then we spent 30 mins talking about the cartoon like how we used to back in Primary school. =P

And also..somehow, we talked about hair today. Well..Jaz or i dunno who? Started shifting the topic to a little more detailed. =PP

EVERYDAY during recess, i see my friends(you know who you are), each hold a packet of fries. I'd told them SOOO many times to quit eating fries as they bring cancer/heart attack/high cholestrol/whatever. Even then, the next day, they would still come up to you, holding a packet of fries! OMG...fries are like ciggies, pulling out one after another and engulfed them just before you know it. Addictive and hazardous. I was a fries addict the whole of last year. Now, i take them merely at times.



Tasty things bring harm, don't they?


And me...being the naggy-granny-buddy, am so so fed up of reminding them already. So, i decided to stop. Ain't gonna say another freakin' word. Go ahead, eat all you want! I couldn't care less. Just don't run around, crying your ass off, telling the world you're dieing, 20 years from now. >=C

Ciggies are even worse. Superspeed. They burnt your organs, part-by-part, from day to day. Before you know it, you'll turn into an ugly piece of crap till the day your black parade is held. Not forgetting, you'll have to go through an agonizing slow death. =)



And they are proven to be true.


I'm on campaign.


"No fries nor ciggies."


The SPM mocks next week, so strive harder my Form 5 buddies~!

P/s: I'm still working on my Santubong post. =))

Happy September everyone~!

It's a holiday today, DEB! =P She kept forcing me to go to school as she didn't believe that today was a holiday.

Anyway..had tuition with Franz today.



Ah Beng Day. =X


We bragged in aunty's face that we climbed Mount Santubong and we made it back alive. I remembered last week we told her 'goodbye' as we might not return. =/


After tuition...Franz went to Spring. So did I. =PP

Warning: Go shopping with Franz must bring plastic bag to cover your face. She will embarrass the hell out of you. =PPP

She wanted to buy this adapter so we went to HSL. There was this man sitting there. She went over and asked him "Do you sell adapters?"

I was like O.O

The guy apologized as he couldn't help much coz' HE DON'T EVEN WORK THERE!

I wanted to stop Franz from asking but was too late. =.="

We went to MPH.



Franz fooled around with the computer. =.="



She couldn't spell "i hate you' right.



No such books lah Franz.. =.="






Then.. we went to Sugarbun.



Two of us in one big table. =P


Tomorrow's schooooooool~! Haih.

I'm still alive. =)

We survived after all.